Monday, September 27, 2010


The news shocked me! I don't expect this will happen actually, never! I felt very upsad about this. When the time he announced, i'd already went back. The next day, I just knew the news from her :'( I'd lost my mind, totally cannot accept the fact, i just can't believe that it's true. Still haven't got chance really spoke with him in person. Oh gosh, i'm regretted sending the sms to him. How i wish i can recall it. I shouldn't be so emotional but be understanding instead.

BOSS, wish you all the best in your new pathway!! I just want to say Thank You So much for your guidance and even not related of work advice all these while. You never fail to fight and care of us all the time. You're the best boss i'd ever met in my life really. Thank you so much, my idol :D Heee!

I always thought I'm a tuff lady, nothing can beat me anyway. I can stand with it alone all the time, I thought i can settle everything by myself, I thought i don't scared of darkness, I thought I'm that brilliant, I know everything!!! Even not all I know, perhaps at least i know a little. Nope, all wrong. These 3 days really challenged me, just realised that I can't stand all alone by myself :( I'm so scared when i'm all alone in the darkness.

So sad to know the facts. Since when i become that fragile?

Friday, August 6, 2010

First of September

September Eleven is the date of the terrorist attacked tragedy.

But First of September is a brand new day for me =))

Can't wait these days back to me after so many months of waiting.


I regretted the decision i'd made 2 years ago :( Really do! Lead me to physically change a lot, healthiness do affected as well..... Or i should say i'm not regretted but just the period is way too long. I learned a lot throughout this 2 years and 4 months. The most importantly, i'd met the best ever Boss in my life. Okay, he's really do, indeed capable! :D Glad he's still my boss after that... Oh yeah!

It had already past. I hope the coming days will bring me to the brighter doorway.
It's time to make a change! CHANGING!!!!!

YOU CAN DO IT, JUST AIM AND GO FOR IT!!! CTL, i'm coming!! =) Another learning arena...

Wednesday, July 21, 2010


We had reach a conclusion and made a promise with each other just now.

I'm not sure whether i'd made the right decision. Am wondering should I happy or sad about the so called good news he brought to me. I thought i should be sad? But the moments he told me, frankly I smile :)

Will the moment i sing to him "No Promises" comes? I'm not even Shayne Ward XD I guess he will chop my head into pieces then. Hahahahahaha! I'd tried my best keep trying, trying, trying... If no feedback, I thinked i'm really need to accept the fact.

Let's the timing decide where shall i pursue to? Let it be......God, please don't fool on me. Shed me some light please?

I feel myself like had no value added recently. I shall start doing something to myself the soonest i can. Let's back to study then!!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

0711 Happy Birthday Sista :)

After years been not doing it, woohoo, i'm back! I'M BACK IN ACTION!!

Thursday, July 1, 2010


There's a chance of going overseas came across...

Should i just go and have a try? :'(
Should i just say, "never try never knows?"
Too much of thinking, too much of brainstorming...
I just not dare to take 1 step further.....

I'd thinked for 2 days.
After all those incidents happened.....
Actually i've thinking of if year 2012 really NOT the end the world only i will leave here..... But now why that fast?
If 2012 really happened, I will feel very guilty coz i didn't even appreaciate the 2 years time left to stay together with them....

I just ask her opinion about it just now, she said,"Go try! Earn more.. I didn't block you gals from doing anything you want to do."

I know actually her heart was so upset, her tone of voice suddenly change..
Or i just thinked too much, she just awake from sleep thats why she sounds so...
Anyway, i just wish somebody please support me. Doesn't she already support me? What I want now :'(

I really don't know where to stay....

Sometimes i just too considerate about him. He just recover from illness and he has to accept that one by one giving him the real surprise........ Should i choose A or B.


Saturday, June 19, 2010

Blog.. Blog... Blog..

Now, keep blogging keep blogging is my routine job. Sorry but not blog here, is my food blog =) Actually i do thought of launch it on 25 June but it's taken so long to reach 25th (my fate number). So i'd finally launch it last 2 week which is 06.06.2010. Not bad, it can say in cantonese, Look Look, Take a look!! Hahahaha! I assume it's creative enough... hehe! Would appreaciate if you can drop me comment as i need to improve all the time. I really don't know what's the purpose of creating all this. However, i do feel the accomplishment which is feel so GREAT on myself of the effort and time i'd spend on it!!! Sacrify my sleeping time after work to post an entry daily at least. I don't whether it worth for me or not, but I just know I WANT TO DO IT!!! I have a lots of say........ I admit that i didn't that expert describing on food but i will give my best and keep improving :)

Just realise that my link on the top right hand corner is not directly link to my food blog but photobucket :( So here you go, it's amended, functioning well now. You may click on it now... OR here as below.

It's Delicious - The Best Cuisine in Town

Wish you guys can support me and drop me some comments which field need to improve on.
Thank you for your support!

Saturday, May 29, 2010



My dear friends, long time no see... How are you?




看到现在的他,还蛮开心的 :)


My brochure :) Huang Ma Ma Dinner Box
Oh yea, that's my food blog address... *under construction*




希望明天的那块是最后一块了 :(




Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Up and Down

Finally have time to blog before procceed to work. Just back from hospital again.

Hmm, Just back from SG yesterday. 12 hours walk continuously everyday @ there. FUN but Tiring.. Those people there were very fast paced. If you really compared the speed those people walking in LRT/MRT station in KL & SG. It's a very big different. Glad that i didn't cancelled my trip! So happy can meet again my 3Sifu all together, Kel my 3 years no see roomie, small bear another 5 years time and finally batu mama for few months time. Don't even have time yet to review again my photos and video taken in SG.

Oh ya, havent updated you guys about Ah Pa's situation. He was admitted to hospital last friday. All brain scan and medical report released the day after that, his tiny nerve of this head was stuck. That's the reason why non-stop of headache and facing problem when walking. Luckily it can be cure just have some medicine from time to time, no need to undergoing operation :D However, not allow to smoke, drive his "mercedes motor" and even car anymore. Between, it's still a good news!

His high blood pressure was so inconsistent. But today he looks much even better! GREAT he has good appetite today!

Alright just a very short entry, not enough time then. Will blog about my trip when i'm only free then.

Friday, March 26, 2010

The worries come across again?

Actually i plan to write an entry today about how happy am i lately and those stuff which i can't wait for? But now.........

Sis back from KL later.

The worries attacked me again today after accompany him to see doctor.
"Strok" is the phrase i scared a lot a lot now!!! Can pls stop using this word in front of me?

I didn't that emotional as last time for this time. Calm in listening and speaking although still can't control my tears. Thinking of what should we do now for the time being?

I'm still struggling..... Should i still going SG this Sat? Should I?
Wondering She able to sacrify with me if i don't want to go anymore, or just let her be,let her go alone lol.....

Or should i just listen to Sing, pukul dia pengsan then hantar dia pi hospital tomorrow? :'(

Hope he feel better with no headache again tomorrow!!!! RECOVER SOON!!!!!









Saturday, March 13, 2010

Trust Man?!!

Trust Man? Will you... Recently I've been hearing lots of point of view on this topic? I'd spend the whole night yesterday to really read through what's all about Jack Neo scandal affair news and watched the press conference video too. As again TODAY, i'd listened to Chen Fung 988 on air, coudn't believe all callers call in are all about their husband scandal affair. OMGGG! What happened to this world nowsaday??? Too much of sexual attraction lately huh...

How important is a MARRIAGE & FAMILY for them? :( So dissapointed! Where's the responsibilt? Love is not a game!!!! WTH! While listening to 988 at work, we did have a discussion on this topic. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, dissapointly you know what ONE of those guys said? "Why man not allow to have secret affair? You know sometimes guys really can't control of those sexual attraction?" I DON'T KNOW! If he's my bf, i will CHOP him into pieces then throw him into the sea, glad that i'm not. *joking ok!* HAHAHAHAHA! Wish he doesn't read this :P

How about the video? I really impressed of the forgiveness of Mrs Neo. How many woman will do so after his own husband had secret affair with around 11 women for the past few years. There were 11 times, will you believe him won't step into another relationship again after he appologized. CRAP! Why should she stand out and said "I forgive you!" :'( It's belongs to personal family problem, should it settle at home instead? Why should she? She'd forced to face the media to protect his director reputation? I felt very pity on her... God has the eyes and will bless those who really need blessing right? God bless Irene K'ng!!

Frankly, he is a very good director! and I like his movie!! Even he did scandal or not totally not influence whether i will watch his movie again or not! Anyway, wish his appology was not just verbally said.

You know how hurt when you hurt someone mentally?
Hey Guys out there, PLS RESPECT WOMAN ok!~

I'm very respect of those guys who really respect us LADY! :D Oh ya i'm yet a woman :P Sweet talk or manja can be just nothing at times. If you care of someone, just take some action will do =)


P/s: Pls pour water on my head, i'm super hot now!

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Queensbay Blissful Contest

Baby YeeYee first time in contest. Awww, very sui this photo, killer! HAHAHA!

:) Appreaciated if you can cast her a vote=liked in FB :D Thank You!


Due Date: 12 March 2010

Sunday, February 28, 2010

A funny incident with Sii Sii Snake

:D Oh ya this happened last few days at my house.

Really tired of working up until very late these days. I guess i'm not sleeping every night but like become unconcious. Alarm clock coudn't wake me up, fan closed coudn't wake me up, I guess FIRE FIRE also coudn't wake me up now! :P Sleep until no year no month.... HAHA!

Waked myself up after 2 hours of slept for periodontic in clinic. Having a tuff and painful time from doctor again. LaLaLa! 爱美不要命? HAHAAHAHA!:D LOL.... This is for cleanliness and health too right isn't it? Going back doing SC things for hours..... then went for a nap again!

Dad shouted very loudly, ping ping pang pang, "Leng, wake up wake up got snake!!!!" I jumped up from bed and ran to see where's that "cute" snake? :P Dad pointed to the hole nearby ceiling, "Tuuuuu There!!!" I just saw its brown colour head! Went to kitchen saw its tails... I guess it got 1meter long! Dad said wanna go and use hammer chop its head down. Yerrr so cruel! Don't know which kind of snake is it...If its action is faster than the hammer HOW?

So i try to call fire engage for rescue. Wanna called 994 directly but get colded :P "Haiyo, 1M snake u wanna call 994 so big deal ah?" Later i go google and look for the nearest branch fire engage. Surprise!!!!! Google don't have it, just have another branch contact. So i just called the other branch and get the contact. Tada!!!!! FIRE ENGAGE PHONE ENGAGED!!! Imagined if it's not a 1meter snake but a Cobra you say what will happen? Later finally it get through...

Fireman: Hello, Selamat Petang! (with a low tone)
Me : Selamat Petang Encik! Rumah i sekarang ni ada ular! Tapi ia agak-agak satu meter saja. bolehkah i report?
Fireman: YAAA Boleh!
Me: Encik hantar dua atau tiga orang mai tengok cukup. Ia sangat kecik saja!
Fireman: YA OK!

After noted down my address, i hang up. While waiting, waiting and waiting... Neighbours came and helped up hope to kill the snake before the fire engage reached. I don't know what's the purpose of? They said this tiny things no need to report fire engage la, later they charged at least RM50 for the cathing process. Hmmmmm, All this while, I thought that it's under government and free services to the residents. I've never heard before BOMBA charged a single cents of provide services? In the end, the snake was escaping to the rooftop d..

After 10 minutes, fire engaged reached. That's the climax!

Can hear the fire engine siren few meters away. OMG!! It's towards our house. Sweat!! Lots of neighbours at my area walked over to check it out what had happened? -_-

This is the type of fire engine reached our house :P Extinguish the fire?? Where's on fire?

I thought they will just come in a van instead. Listen guys, "Fireman drove a fully equipped fire engine to catch a 1 meter long snake!!" Does this sounds over?

MUAHAAHAHAHHAHA! I coudn't stop laughing when i refreshed of this really.. It's so ridiculous lah!!!!!!

You know what dad doing? After that, he have to tell the story to all the neighbours surrounded, "Haiyoooo, my daughter lah! Just a small snake she called bomba!!" :P :P :P Alamak, kan saya dah tanya pakcik tu, pakcik tu kata saya boleh report mahupun ia ialah 1meter ular saja. Eh leh! Kalau ular tu anak cobra macam mana leh? Kan saya betul? Bijak lagi neh? Kan? Kan? Kan? HAHAHAHA~

Friday, February 12, 2010

The Accident

1 day before CNY, Should I be pleased that i'm still alive? THANKS GOD I'm safe!

It was a real nightmare! I still remembered when the time it bang and i was all alone at around 5am!!! :'( Still in the dark. I was driving home along the one way straight road and suddenly a Kelisa came fast from a junction and hit my little white. I do an immergency break but it's too late. My car was lost control after front rim tyre and driver seat being hit.

I should not walked out from my car immediately isn't it at that time? But i did! However the opposition still in car for a few seconds. I don't know what they do in car, guess what? Might be wearing their clothes I guess? WTH PEOPLE! Want to do anything fun please do it at home! Finally, a half naked guy driver with a lady came out from their vehicle. Both of them looked tired and really steam with slamp clothing, I guess he was drunk or taking any pils. He keep murmured, "I can't see who's the person who knock my car? Who? Who?" HELLO, my car just in front of him!! I start yelling "I'm the car owner lah!!! PLS say clearly You knock my car or i knock yours?" He started to keep quiet and that lady spoken in Mandarin slang China! She keep asking around who is reporter and she lost her iphone at the scene. I felt so pressure of the surrounding whereby those agents keep making noise recommending me let them do my car insurance claim service. Fortunately there are two husband and wife who owned a bar at that area came over the scene immediately and help to calm me down too.

Seriously I was so scared of being alone and don't know what to do! Want to call family but scared they're still sleeping :( Started to call my closest Seng Kau Fu Zai but coudn't get him. As u know, i really wish the one who closest with me to be with me at that time rather than unfamiliar person mah. Huhuhu, keep calling, pass here and there. Finally they met me at police station. THANKS A LOT to all who being a good accompanion of mine during my tuff time :( Especially Jack, thank you very much!! I was kind of worried don't know they will go report or not as the car belongs to rental accompany. Pray for it they will!! If not, my car's NDC will become zero and i have to claim my own insurance d.

My left neck and shoulder even more pain now compared to early morning. Hopefully will become better after taking the medicines given by Doctor. NO SWOLLEN PLS!! *Namo Amitabha* I still want to sui sui during CNY!!!! :( Huhuhu so bad! Saw my little white being move by the track, he need to admit to hospital for about 3 weeks time. I feel like I was like temporary lost some memory, Do I? My brain was like confuse and mix up with everything, is it sequela?

I feel I was like temporary lost some memory, Do I?Huhuhuhu tell me why ME? Why just 1 day before CNY? You know i like CNY a lot!! Can't believe that i can solve all these without crying. Steadynya! Once i stepped into the footstep of my house, i really can't control my tears anymore.

PA, MA, I'M FINALLY HOME!!!!!!! :'(

P/s: Year of Cow shiuuuuu shiuuu quick quick go!!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Make Up Workshop

Attending for fun.. Hoping to learn something :D But then end up eat more than learn. Might be not enough of sleep too... HAHAHAHAHA! Its soya cooked curry chicken instead of using santan bestnya! :P

Teoh Khar Chin's punya product! Putihnya! :P
文丑丑!Lighting problem..

The closer look =)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Moving Forward with a new mission?

2010 isn't a good kick start for me. Let's say today enough, I BANG my face to my keyboard stand this morning. *ahhh, steel ah my head* :P DAMN Painful!!! I guess tomorrow my face will Oohh Che O.o like Chong Mou Yin. HAHA! Just now cook supper wantan mee, the moment i hold the ear of pan, OUCHHH burn my forefinger. *ouchh now my finger like turtle shell grow on it* Ok la, damn bad luck today d.... Still looking forward for a GOOD GOOD Day after today =) I wanna be like AVATAR can?

Yo, i've set none of mission for this year. Don't dare to set but i guess i have nothing to pursue to now.

Just wish that ALL OF US stay happy and healthy at all time. That's simple! Hope just the ONLY wish, God will fullfill my lil wish.

Ang Kong, wa bo tam sim, you will fullfill mine right?

Prosperity "burger"? :P Lol... Seen her like see Mc D! HAHA!


My fav so called "don't know what name" @ Matt To Lou KL.. While ordered, just say Yea I want that one something with yolk. That's it! HAHA! Went for twice still can't remember the actual name..

Alright, new mission for the year CRAVE FOR More food!!! HEEEE! Lol...

Friday, January 22, 2010

Hungry Zombie @ PG


Ahhh, Doing this i'm seriously VERY HUNGRY NOW!!!!

Craving.. Craving!!!!

Monday, January 18, 2010

For "Anonymous"

Hello :D Thanks so much for your compliment.

Even i don't know who you are and where you're from? But i guess you're near to me, don't you?

That's the way you encourage me moving forward, keep designing and keep contributing. Thanks so much! :'(

I'm so interested to know who are you? Could you please text me or reply?
Boss? Sin Yew? Ah Hui? Chris? Siew Hooi? Ahh impossible gua... Sivaram? Who? Tell me please :D and i'll give you sweets :P HAHAHAHAHA! If you paiseh, then nvm la, understood. HEHE! I guess you're TSY, is it? :P

Anyway, Whoever you are. I'm pleased to have your support to bring me forward! THANKS again anonymous! =) Actually I do feel touched at this moment.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Visit Penang 2010-2012

Visit Penang 2010-2012

p/s: If you want the calendar, just text me or drop me a msg k. Thanks!

That's part of my work weekly for SC 2009. Going to miss all these days of contributing ideas and DIY stuff. One more month to go.. and I will resigned from all this stuff, let's the new members of 2010 to hand over.

Thinked of how those days goes on with ZERO cost all the time with brilliant events. Speedy typing contest, durian fest, blood donation, charity month, appreaciation year 09' and forgetting the biggest events of all - Gisaw & Bowling Citi's community day. BRAVOOO SC2009! GREAT job everybody, We've made it!!!

That's lots of reason behind I'd choose to leave all that and not accepting the "chairlady" position. Chairlady sounds WOW isn't it? One year before maybe i care of all these. However, it's not really important to me now. What so ever? :D As long as happy with what i've now!

Definately MISS YOU GUYS!! WELL DONE The crazy team!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Finally He went =) =) =)

That's the GREATEST news to be hear! =)=)=) At least he step out his first step which gives hope and pray.


Wake up very early to clinic with mum in different cars so that he won't suspect anything. Carry my chords file act like going to class went off. Planned to talk and discuss with the "familiar" Dr any way can force him go see doctor. Just realised that he lied to us for all this while. Since year 2005 until now, he never ever stepped into Dr's room for medical check up, NEVER! :'( How sad? How could the "BABY" act like Dr for these 4 years time? Everytime he was saying, "Yea i went to see doctor, Yes i went!" Meaning everytime he just went off and bought back some high-blood pressure tablets by not doing any check up on his high blood, nothing...

Keep persuading, persuading until 2pm something finally he promised me he will go but without any companion. Guess he also can't stand with my all time crying voice d. I thought i need to be paparazi followed him every places, lucikly no need for this time. That's a long story co-operated with the nurse keep updating with his condition. As expected, he just went to get medicine again!! The nurse lied to him saying that the medicine out of stock need to see doctor to get another batch. BINGO! Fortunately he still Guai tia uaaa. Lastly he get to see doctor and blood test everything. Here knows the result what happened on him?

Don't really know the new medicine suit him or not. Have to take care of his appetite todays onwards. Ahhhh, All his 3-in-1 coffee i have to swallow all into my stomach d.



Tuesday, January 12, 2010

PLS go to see doctor =(

Was just reached Penang. Mind was stuck, I don't know what to do now?


He was really not feeling well. Heart not feeling well like stuck. Tight slack now so much looser. Looks so lamn uncomfortable. Still don't want to go to see doctor.

我知道他有苦衷的。他怕看医生,怕医生说他有病要进医院。老人家最怕医院!我何尝不怕?:'( 我现在很害怕!不敢去想。好怕失去我最爱的老爸!!!他又不去看医生,怎办??

好好的劝他,他却说他没事,明明就很明显不舒服; 大呼小叫的,他又说别气我,不然我更快死;叫他看医生,他说自己会去看,可是都一天了都还没有去看。




Friday, January 8, 2010

My DIY Mug <3

I'm contributing my design again for SC Citi and this time is for appreaciation gift 2009 =) Ahhhh i'm very touched when i see the softcopy now become a tangible mug in front of me. and that was from me :'( How proud! =) and most of them in office will use my designed mug now =) =) HAHA! OK ma, Still looks not bad ma hor! Not consider ugly! At least it looks "formal" and suitable to use by all the executives and top management. HAHAAHAHAHA! :P

The Softcopy.... tada and now......

Finally PRINTED & DELIVERED today! *touched*

Mr Prez's limited own designed mug! I've got one with card! THANK YOU Okoklah! :)

and not forgeting to THANKS Franky from KL COE for the card too =) THANKS!


I've tried a few before it has been finalised. It's tuff, i nearly giving up after keep rejected one by one. At the same time, i've received lots of feedback from prez, members and colleagues - too girlish, cartoon not suit for executive, too simple and etc. I'm glad that finally it's accepted! Fuiyoh... *take a deep breath* FINALLY I'VE MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!! =)

p/s: I wanna know, i wanna know! How's feeling holding the MUG and drinking? :D ahhh, seok sendiri! HeHe!

Excited now, plan to design more and printed one set for family and friends (special event). It sounds GREAT isn't it? =)

Monday, January 4, 2010

A Brand New Year 2010

Step Step Goes High 步步高升!

This is my 1st post for the brand new year! :D HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Roar Year..

May everything goes well this year! =) It doesn't matter it's not a GREAT year but i just wished everything i wanna do goes smoothly. I do have 4 wishes last year and i were so aggressively worked hard towards them. Just one of them succeed. Hmm... From the 1st day i stepped into, I have a BIG DREAM! However, my spirit doesn't stay anymore..... Don't know where it goes. Everyday just passed in calm, i seems like a robot. Wished i can make a change soon! Bring back my confidence!

Love is all around. Cherish all the time! <3

50th anniversary, will it be another 50's? Nice to see but dot dot dot :P FREE better than none right? :)

FOUR DAYS no internet access really killed me! I've nothing to do at home! The outcome I've successfully recorded my 1st performance - 情非得已 =) VERY HAPPY! Just realised it has RECORDING function :P Has been NG N times, finally played successfully. Fuiyohh... It wasn't perfect 100%, at least good try! BRAVO! Wished one day i can play ONE time kao tim. When's the day will come? =) DREAM DREAM DREAM.... Going to buy USB cable connect to computer, wanna listen my LIVE mp3 in my blog soon? Yayayayaya *PROUD* =) =) =) I wanna make me proud of myself!!