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The news shocked me! I don't expect this will happen actually, never! I felt very upsad about this. When the time he announced, i'd already went back. The next day, I just knew the news from her :'( I'd lost my mind, totally cannot accept the fact, i just can't believe that it's true. Still haven't got chance really spoke with him in person. Oh gosh, i'm regretted sending the sms to him. How i wish i can recall it. I shouldn't be so emotional but be understanding instead.

BOSS, wish you all the best in your new pathway!! I just want to say Thank You So much for your guidance and even not related of work advice all these while. You never fail to fight and care of us all the time. You're the best boss i'd ever met in my life really. Thank you so much, my idol :D Heee!

I always thought I'm a tuff lady, nothing can beat me anyway. I can stand with it alone all the time, I thought i can settle everything by myself, I thought i don't scared of darkness, I thought I'm that brilliant, I know everything!!! Even not all I know, perhaps at least i know a little. Nope, all wrong. These 3 days really challenged me, just realised that I can't stand all alone by myself :( I'm so scared when i'm all alone in the darkness.

So sad to know the facts. Since when i become that fragile?

First of September

September Eleven is the date of the terrorist attacked tragedy.

But First of September is a brand new day for me =))

Can't wait these days back to me after so many months of waiting.

FINALLY!! :D :D

I regretted the decision i'd made 2 years ago :( Really do! Lead me to physically change a lot, healthiness do affected as well..... Or i should say i'm not regretted but just the period is way too long. I learned a lot throughout this 2 years and 4 months. The most importantly, i'd met the best ever Boss in my life. Okay, he's really do, indeed capable! :D Glad he's still my boss after that... Oh yeah!

It had already past. I hope the coming days will bring me to the brighter doorway.
It's time to make a change! CHANGING!!!!!

YOU CAN DO IT, JUST AIM AND GO FOR IT!!! CTL, i'm coming!! =) Another learning arena...

Promise

We had reach a conclusion and made a promise with each other just now.

I'm not sure whether i'd made the right decision. Am wondering should I happy or sad about the so called good news he brought to me. I thought i should be sad? But the moments he told me, frankly I smile :)

Will the moment i sing to him "No Promises" comes? I'm not even Shayne Ward XD I guess he will chop my head into pieces then. Hahahahahaha! I'd tried my best keep trying, trying, trying... If no feedback, I thinked i'm really need to accept the fact.

Let's the timing decide where shall i pursue to? Let it be......God, please don't fool on me. Shed me some light please?

I feel myself like had no value added recently. I shall start doing something to myself the soonest i can. Let's back to study then!!

0711 Happy Birthday Sista :)

After years been not doing it, woohoo, i'm back! I'M BACK IN ACTION!!

Thinking.....

There's a chance of going overseas came across...

Should i just go and have a try? :'(

Should i just say, "never try never knows?"

Too much of thinking, too much of brainstorming...

I just not dare to take 1 step further.....

I'd thinked for 2 days.

After all those incidents happened.....

Actually i've thinking of if year 2012 really NOT the end the world only i will leave here..... But now why that fast?

If 2012 really happened, I will feel very guilty coz i didn't even appreaciate the 2 years time left to stay together with them....

I just ask her opinion about it just now, she said,"Go try! Earn more.. I didn't block you gals from doing anything you want to do."

I know actually her heart was so upset, her tone of voice suddenly change..

Or i just thinked too much, she just awake from sleep thats why she sounds so...

Anyway, i just wish somebody please support me. Doesn't she already support me? What I want now :'(

I really don't know where to stay....

Sometimes i just too considerate about him. He just recover from illness and he has to accept that one by one giving him the real surprise........ Should i choose A or B.

I WANT BOTH ACTUALLY!!!!! :'( GOD, CAN I ?

Blog.. Blog... Blog..

Now, keep blogging keep blogging is my routine job. Sorry but not blog here, is my food blog =) Actually i do thought of launch it on 25 June but it's taken so long to reach 25th (my fate number). So i'd finally launch it last 2 week which is 06.06.2010. Not bad, it can say in cantonese, Look Look, Take a look!! Hahahaha! I assume it's creative enough... hehe! Would appreaciate if you can drop me comment as i need to improve all the time. I really don't know what's the purpose of creating all this. However, i do feel the accomplishment which is feel so GREAT on myself of the effort and time i'd spend on it!!! Sacrify my sleeping time after work to post an entry daily at least. I don't whether it worth for me or not, but I just know I WANT TO DO IT!!! I have a lots of say........ I admit that i didn't that expert describing on food but i will give my best and keep improving :)

Just realise that my link on the top right hand corner is not directly link to my food blog but photobucket :( So here you go, it's amended, functioning well now. You may click on it now... OR here as below.

It's Delicious - The Best Cuisine in Town

Wish you guys can support me and drop me some comments which field need to improve on.
Thank you for your support!

巧克力

我已经好久好久告别了我这个熟悉的地方，好怀念那段常常写部落的日子。想把我旅游周记记载在部落，可是懒惰在作怪，好像都几个月了。

我的朋友，好久不见，你们还好吗？
My dear friends, long time no see... How are you?

我在这还好好的。
只是最近感觉多了好多家庭的负担，时间还有金钱。
花好多，好多。。

以前的我会把钱与时间都花在事业，享受美食和到处交流。
现在的我会把钱与时间花在家人身上。

属于说，“经一事，长一智”

很庆幸我的老爸很乖，很听话。
现在的他，早睡早起；
饮食健康，天天定时运动，不再抽烟了。
看到现在的他，还蛮开心的 :)
换了个专科，他还挺喜欢的。
那医生年轻有为，幽默，很细心，抖得他很开心，
他都变得很很很听话。
只是老人家常常唠唠叨叨，念经那样啦。哈哈哈！

还有，我最近前一个月和老妈做生意了，
搞我公司同事的便当生意。
妈妈负责煮，我负责载送与宣传，顺便偷偷师。
毕竟妈的Nyonya厨艺一级棒，想把她的厨艺给学起来。
当然同时，也可以促进母女关系，
何乐已不为呢？

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My brochure :) Huang Ma Ma Dinner Box
Oh yea, that's my food blog address... *under construction*

你不懂那种心情..
真的很有成就感，超有成就感的。
哈哈哈，妈有两天去了KL，
我得代替它作饭卖，超压力的啦！

你懂啦，我这小瓜以前是随随便便炒面炒饭吃，真正下厨经验才几个星期；
我妈呢？四十多年五十年有叻，怎么比啊？
吼吼吼，还好还算可以啦。。

哈哈哈！两天RM20盈利还算不错！XD
虽然不是很多，可是却有血有汗的哦！
呵呵呵呵呵。。。

最近有了个习惯，每天必吃巧克力！
救命！它好像白粉一样，不可一失~
而且最近也胃口大好，不停的吃吃吃，
希望明天的那块是最后一块了 :(
不想有那种上瘾的感觉。

我只是不想自己在放完工回来，
一直拚命的去想，想，想，想个没完没了，
好像只有巧克力可以让我开心，不去想别的。。

救我吧，我好像真的中巧克力毒了！

。。。需要关怀的我。。。